Time flies so fast; it's been almost two months since I quit my job. Every day I ask myself what I am doing with my life. Working didn't leave me any time to take care of myself, making life feel dull. However, I don't have too many choices in this life. I go to school and have to work to earn money, not to mention anyone else—just to support myself.
I feel that my work situation has become like this mostly due to my own inadequacies. I work but am not recognized, and the judgmental looks from others make it even harder for me to hold my head high at work.
I still have some faith that I will overcome this, find a job, and discover joy in that work, motivating me to do my best.
Last week, I binge-watched the series "Bridgerton." and I really can't get enough of it. The series is beautiful in every aspect—from the cinematography and costumes to the dialogues and music.
They portray a warm aristocratic family with a kind, gentle, and thoughtful mother who loves her children dearly. She has raised her eight children to become outstanding members of society. They love each other and live harmoniously with everyone. They are beautiful and talented individuals.
The Bridgerton family brings me warmth, joy, and a sense of trust.
Lady Danbury and Queen Charlotte, the powerful figures in society, are strong and wise women. They are straightforward, fair, and also very compassionate.
Living as a member of the Bridgerton family under the reign of the royal family at that time would be the ultimate happiness.
And I would love to marry a gentleman like Colin—someone gentle, caring, and ready to stand up to protect his wife.
Last night, I watched Midu's wedding and couldn't help but feel a deep longing. The groom cried on their wedding day, which showed how much he loves his wife and that he is an emotionally sensitive person. He was gentle and caring, paying attention to his wife with his words and gestures—neither excessive nor showy, but natural, and he is like this most of the time when he is with her.
I know it’s a long shot, but if I can’t find someone like that, I’d rather stay single. Maybe I could have a son and raise him to become an outstanding young man. That idea isn’t bad, but it feels quite distant for me right now.
And one thing I forgot to mention is that my favorites in Bridgerton are Lady Violet Bridgerton and Lady Whistledown.
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