Rushed journal on late February 2024.
Sunday, February 25, 2024:
After reflecting on the
relationships I have, each one seems to have some very negative aspects. Some
people, in times of trouble, may use me as a scapegoat to save face. Or,
fearing comparison with me, they misrepresent me to shield themselves from embarrassment
due to their own shortcomings, displaying cowardice in not facing the truth and
laziness in not daring to change. Should I maintain these relationships? If I
do, I will keep them at a moderate level, avoiding excessive sharing of my
thoughts and showcasing only the positive aspects of myself, as they might
exploit vulnerabilities to betray me in adversity.
Tuesday, February 27, 2024:
Today, I still don't know what to
do. I just know that life still holds many interesting things that bring me
more joy than work. I will engage in various activities, meet new people, and
help others, as well as strive to become a better version of myself.
Thursday, February 29, 2024:
A new, annoying person has appeared
in my company, making my life difficult. Quitting my job due to such nonsense
is not an option. It feels like dealing with a "mean girl." Is there
any way for me to relieve this super uncomfortable feeling? I will limit
interactions, such as avoiding meals or conversations with this individual.
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