Harmony

  Saturday, December 16, 2023 I aim to discover the meaning of my life and live it with peace and joy. While I may not yet know my specific mission in this journey, I choose not to dwell on uncertainties. Instead, I continue forward with pure heart, confident that the answers will reveal themselves in due time, I believe in the process of life unfolding, and I trust that clarity will come my way. Thursday, December 21, 2023 I am going through such a challenging time, and I am frustrated when various approaches haven’t provided the relief I am seeking. I don’t want to go through this alone and I want to find a person who cares about my well-being and wants to help me. It’s not fair or accurate to label someone as “weak” based on their strengths. I am feeling isolated. Friday, December 22, 2023 I missed you, Mom. Friday, December 29, 2023 The last writings of the year 2023. The year 2024 will be a new year with new things and changes. I won't be living with my sis...

  Another week has passed, and I find myself reflecting on the experiences I've been through. There were moments of joy, sadness, frustration, and discomfort. Dark thoughts are still lingering within, waiting to be released. The story remains the same - being scolded by the boss in a crowded place, feeling embarrassed, and noticing the judgmental gazes of others that make me feel belittled.   Yet, I don't live for them; their opinions hold no concern for me. If they look down on me, I shouldn't belittle myself further. Now, I always assume that there are people out there who don't like me, hate me, look down on me, and belittle me - from my appearance to my abilities. They compare me to others and mock me, criticize me. So, I don't need one more person to despise, look down on, and compare me, especially when that person is myself.   What others have done; I don't need to do. What I need to do is love myself, acknowledge, and accept my flaws and limitations,...