Harmony

I have been unemployed for 14 days. The things I have done in the past 14 days: I went on a blind date, took music lessons, went to a spa for skincare, learned to paint, watched movies, and spent most of my time browsing TikTok. I am gradually depleting my small amount of money. What should I do next? I am so fed up with myself. My life is really boring. What I have been searching for every day for the past 14 days is Kim Soo Hyun. I don't even know why I do it because searching like that doesn't help me at all. Tôi cần tình thương. I need love and affection. From Toir daily notes

  Sunday, March 3, 2024 Yesterday, I cried a lot for reasons somewhat difficult to explain. If I were to tell, it's simply because I felt sorry for myself. I felt I deserved more love because I've been studying and working diligently. They didn't show love but instead found fault in me. They're really mean. But it's over now, and at least I'm in Saigon. I'll try to communicate differently so I don't have to endure such frustration.   Friday, March 15, 2024 How is today? Lots of emotions, mostly tiredness.   Thursday, April 25, 2024 Today, people threw a farewell party for me and another colleague who's also leaving in May like me.   Saturday, April 27, 2024 The cycle of life lessons, what lesson do I need to learn to avoid similar situations? From what I know, the next lesson will be bigger than the previous one, and the consequences might be something I can't overcome. How long will I keep repeating this mistake? Maybe I'...